i have a lack of interest to get any ideas done. i have a dream vision i want to sculpt or create somehow. i think it'd make a good Warhammer40k landscape. well except for the fact that it'd be in water. Why aren't Warhammer40k battles done in water? hmmmm....
i feel stilted, as if any creativity has dripped away.
so.. i think someone read my poems and snippet of a story. i found a email sent to me telling me i was really sick. Granted their bad attempt at writing a four or five word sentence made me laugh. The sentiment behind it made me realize that some people think that whatever i write, must be exactly how i feel.
Or, i could be wrong and it's related to my characters in role-play games. But that's all make-believe too.
Sure, there are many times, rage, anger, lust, passion, etc., course through me.. but the point of writing is to get them out, express them, in a way in such that they no longer fill your mind.
It is still amazing to me that many think this way. i know others have had issue with this, but it's first time it hit me.
Okay, not completely happy with the journal thing, but playing around with photoshop i created two images for the top and bottom. still not sure what to stick in the header and footer that would remain constant. (or change).
The dark purple of the background is nice, but i will probably vary it a bit.
** forgot to mention! i picked up a really good Buddha's Hand today at the grocery store. Big and tentacly.